So things have settled down a bit, I finally got over and through my detrimental relationship, and I'm a but more optimistic lately. But on the other hand, I have a huge amount of stress with school and trying to decide where to go next year, and if I will be able to afford it, and all those draining particulars. I'm also really confused about one guy specifically and what to do with my attachment to him, which I can't seem to let of, because it just keeps hurting me and it feels like I'm powerless to stop it. Anyway, I haven't had the chance to work on my photography much lately, expect for the photography class I'm taking and a brief weekend in San Francisco, which is the setting for my latest photographic updates!
i was spinning
spinning through my days
trying to catch a hold of something
and then you reached out
took my hand again
took my heart again
and i was balanced
i was happy
i thought you wanted me
and then all at once
you let go
so now im spinning
again
and i need you to
hold me
hold me tight
before i spin
out of control
So yeah, anyways, life as a whole is going a bit better although still stressful and still confusing as ever! And I need to get some answers before I break from all this stress!